Hey Mom, it will be a Mother Day in 4 days ahead. I bet you didn't know that. I bet you even didn't remember today's date. Well, Mother's Day isn't something to celebrate in our family, rite? We only celebrate Idul Fitri and Idul Adha. Sometimes if we remember, we also celebrate some birthday. Dad's Birthday, Mine, Yours or the other family member. Last year, we buy you a chocolate cake. This year, i forgot to plan anything. I'm such a terrible kid. And just like years before, there also no gift in Mother's Day. I always feel that i should give you something, but then, i remember that our family didn't give gifts even in birthday. Our family didn't show our feeling explicitly. We didn't say sorry, we didn't say love, we show it. But somehow, what you did could interpret way differently then what you mean. Then I decide to write something.

Maybe, someday, i could put my ego aside and say this to you...

I wanna say thank you for my breakfast. and lunch and dinner. i'm such a jerk for being very picky for my food. even i know you've spend your time to serve it.

I wanna say thank you for all my clean clothes. I'm such a jerk in the days where i found that the clothes that i want to wear haven't washed yet.

I wanna say thank you for bring me my homework that i forgot at home to school.

I wanna say thank you for not mad at me when i dropped from my bicycle and get injured. Dad did.

I wanna say thank you for let me stay at home and skipped school even you know I was pretending that i was sick.

I wanna say thank you for buy me Bobo magazine for years even you know you should do saving for my sibling's school cost.

I wanna say thank you for let me go swimming all day long and get my skin tanned because of that.

I wanna say thank you for buy me candies to makes me feel better when I got chickenpox.

I wanna say thank you for three birthday parties.

I wanna say thank you for let me join extracurricular as much as i want.

i wanna say thank you for let me play in the rain when the other parents forbid their kid to do the same.

I wanna say thank you for let me buy book instead dolls.

I wanna say thank you for all prayer that you whisper for my succeed.

I wanna say thank you for let me spend your money in my bank account.

I wanna say thank you for bring me to the dentist when i got toothache.

I wanna say thank you for all tea in every morning and afternoon.

I wanna say thank you for capturing a lot of pictures when i was a kid and still collect it until now.

I wanna say thank you for let me go diving, climbing mountain, and hiking when the other parents would never think twice to say "No".

I wanna say thank you for not asking me when will I graduate.

I wanna say thank you for all Mom.

I know those things in the list below are just a small parts of your kindness. And i'm too stupid too remember the rest. Thank you very very very much Mom. You are my best and always be.